Entries for February, 2006
Sometimes
ivee | 
Sometimes, you try your very best to express what's really inside of you, only to be misinterpreted by people who you thought would be the ones to actually understand you and share your passion. It's sad.
In the background: the printer
Off the shelf: none
Currently watching: the screen
Currently feeling: disappointed
The Care Bears
ivee
I can hardly remember watching these adorable bears on TV when i was a kid, but lately, I have grown so fond of them. 
Aren't they cute?
In the background: the noise outside the room where i'm in
Off the shelf: nothing
Currently watching: the screen
Currently feeling: happy, loved
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Stinkin' Reality
ivee |
Eight months into this job and I still can't accept the stinking reality that there are people whom I should address with utmost respect, a little more than what I render my other officemates, because they are the so-called "superiors." Well, of course I have genuine respect for them and nobody forced me to give them that because I know that before they got to where they are now, they also needed to work their butts out and they sure did a great job.
But I just hate the idea of being told what to do and having to comply with their every request even if it's totally against my will and completely outside my capabilities (sometimes it's not even included in my job description anymore). Yes, they are there to guide us who are just starting to build our careers and one of their roles in life is to ask us to do this and to do that and give deadlines but shouldn't there be a limit to their literal bossing around?
Fortunately I'm still able to grant their "wishes" with a smile on my face. No, it's not a smile. It's more like a forced grin that automatically spreads through my face when I'm caught in such situations. Technically it's not being plastic since I still try very hard to convey my disagreement. Of course by trying very hard I meant nodding slightly and hoping that they realize that I'm not really into the stuff that they want me to do.
Hay, I guess I just have to deal with this while I myself am trying to build my dreams and working to reach even just a little of what these bosses have already achieved 
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In the background: nothing
Off the shelf: none
Currently watching: the pc screen
Currently feeling: in love, hopeful
